So when I'm riding on my motorcycle, Bonita Moo Moo, it is critical for me to know what what lies ahead on the road.
I am a risky driver and rider sometimes, but I am extremely cautious. I take calculated risks. If I can't see what lies ahead I slow my ass down . If I know it's a road with too much turbulence, say lots of rocks.....I'm going around. Though I take risks, I care about the path I go down. I want to enjoy the ride to get to the destination. I don't want to second guess my every move. Have too many doubts.
I do this in relationships also. I tend to think about what lies ahead. I tend to recognize with my overly cautious eye, the things that make for unease up ahead. I will take the risk as long as I can until I recognize it's not a path I want to risk for. I tend to take it too far, allowing something to continue that I'm not real comfortable with. And it shows. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to do that. My partner deserves to know if I'm on the same page. If I want to be with her. If I'm having doubts.
That is what I would want anyways. If you have doubts about being with me......then please be honest and don't be with me. That's like that old talked about wisdom, do unto others as you would have them to unto you....or do not do unto others that which you would not done to you. Both ways are good brain and life nourishment.
