Choose thine path.

So when I'm riding on my motorcycle, Bonita Moo Moo, it is critical for me to know what what lies ahead on the road.

I am a risky driver and rider sometimes, but I am extremely cautious. I take calculated risks. If I can't see what lies ahead I slow my ass down . If I know it's a road with too much turbulence, say lots of rocks.....I'm going around. Though I take risks, I care about the path I go down. I want to enjoy the ride to get to the destination. I don't want to second guess my every move. Have too many doubts.


I do this in relationships also. I tend to think about what lies ahead. I tend to recognize with my overly cautious eye, the things that make for unease up ahead. I will take the risk as long as I can until I recognize it's not a path I want to risk for. I tend to take it too far, allowing something to continue that I'm not real comfortable with. And it shows. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to do that. My partner deserves to know if I'm on the same page. If I want to be with her. If I'm having doubts.

That is what I would want anyways. If you have doubts about being with me......then please be honest and don't be with me. That's like that old talked about wisdom, do unto others as you would have them to unto you....or do not do unto others that which you would not done to you. Both ways are good brain and life nourishment.

Always wanteth to Blogeth, but never bloggething.

Lots of things go through my  mind on a regular basis. I find them interesting and I would like to record them and share them with the blog site and whomever comes across it.

One that I will (or want to, rather,) start blogging about will be my mother and her health. It is kinda cool and not cool at the same time. Her health is giving her problems, thus I'm in pursuit to undo some of the problems that have begun. Most, if not all have to do with eating habits and sedentary lifestyle. I cannot make her do anything she doesn't want to do. But this has spurned me to change my lifestyle and eating habits. It's kinda of an adventure. I'm playing with cooking all healthy, whole foods. It's kinda neat.

:) Hopefully I'll write more about it. :) Or at least Vlog here and there.